The title says it all. I'm feeling blah. After running on bit of a high, I'm at a blah at the moment. For the last few months I have been struggling to lose weight. It's finally working, and in the last month specifically it has really been going well. The last 3 days though have been blah. Family visiting, parties, lots and lots of cake.... I'm weary to stand on the scale tomorrow. Was the Coca-cola Cake worth it? In the heat of the moment, yes. Tomorrow on the scale, no. So tomorrow family leaves, and I am hoping to hit up the gym again either EARLY tomorrow morning or on Tuesday at my normal time. Wouldn't I just be the shiz-nit if I actually woke up and went to the gym at 6am? As a matter of fact, I would. Will it happen realistically though? Probably not. So tomorrow I aim to eat healthy again. No more cake... at least not until this coming weekend when we have Halloween stuff going on.
The 3-footer is 4, going on 14. I dread the days she is actually a teenager, because lately has stunk. Being outright defiant, and saying things like, "Fine! If I can't have this toy then I'm just going to throw it away in the trash can." Seriously? Or how about, "Daddy said I couldn't have a story because I wasn't behaving, so after he left my room I said to myself that I just wasn't going to go to sleep at all tonight!" Really?? I'm blaming it on lack of sleep. The last few days with family in town have lead to many long days and even longer nights.
I shouldn't say that everything she does is horrible. While she was laying in bed crying I went in there and she was gently brushing the hair out of my face. It was really touching. It makes me think that maybe not everything I do to her is horrible.
The wee-1 is making all sorts of sounds. Nothing that sounds like "mama". Only ba ba ba, squeals, lots of raspberry/tooty sounds. She hilariously makes ba ba ba sounds by taking her forearm in and out of her mouth real quickly. She is walking all along the furniture and crawling waaaaay to quickly. If I turn around for just a minute she is across the room.
Anyways.. blah blah blah. I'm feeling blah. And I want more cake.
2 comments:
Well, hurray on the weight loss! You look more fantastic every time I see you, so you must be doing something right (care to share, because seriously my ass is about to apply for it's own zip code)!
This too shall pass. Not as soon as you'd like, but it will. She's a good kid, with two pretty awesome parents. Hang in there friend.
(and yay for more cake)
I hate parties . That will destroy all of the my food restrictions.I hate fat persons. So i am also maintaining the body weight.
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